Continuing where I left off...

At face value Thailand seems entangled in the same web of western materialism and traditional Buddhist culture that I find in myself. In essence the middle path. There is much to be learned by the temptaions of a comfortable, mindless shallow existence that is void of spirituality. Having spent many years in that state, I opt for more. The road has helped expel this from me forcing me to give up the comforts of western society and be content and even elated with the simple needs that you must find a way to meet. My diversion to Thailand was no mistake. It has shown how to thrive in a state of constant change. Speaking with a monk yesterday about traveling he inspired much confidence in my being on the right path. I know that Thailand is a place rich in true experiential Buddhism. Almost every Thai, at some point in their life, becomes a monk. That gives them a respect and perspective that few other nations can boast. I am humbled by there traditional values and struggle to properly infuse a modern, competitive, global presence into this rich culture. I am thankful that the atrocities of India have led me here. It was a much needed stop on my journey. It has also given me the time to look to India for further inspiration as I am eager to return and complete my travels there. I'll be heading to Bodhgaya(aka encephilitus country) and the waterways and burning bodies of Varanasi on my return. I now know that India should be viewed with compassionate eyes and I feel I have gained those in my travels.
I seek not to justify any of my actions and would usually opt to not even acknowledge the comments sections but know this: My blog was set up for people who respect my intentions and seek to know of my well-being and progress along the road. These entries recap my thoughts and experiences. I thank Madz for understanding this and all of me and look forward to seeing her soon;)